~✲ DayDreamer ✲~

2012-02-07T14:37:00.001+08:00

我們都在偽裝著堅強，偽裝著快樂，偽裝著幸福。

層層包裹下是一個傷痕累累的自己...

A.S..

2011-12-26T07:28:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas, hope you both had a lot of fun with your best friend just now. Throughout 2011 the most regret thing that I have done is attended the UKEC dinner, and sorry for being such a bad, mean and sarcastic friend. There is no such thing as neutral, this is what i was told. So you lost me forever, the moment you step toward that faker. Congratulations you gain a fake friend and lost a true one just because I'm straightforward, doesn't mean that i do not care. You let go of me first, and so you not gonna get me back, its not the same anymore. You fucking spent your Christmas time with her, and its totally pointless we came together then. Don't think that you call us to join, its not enough, you know I'm not gonna have fun with her around, so might as well you have fun with her yourself because I just can't tahan her fucked face! I feel like being used, as your navigator and help you book your hotel and everything just for you to spent time wih that fucked face, and I'm disappointed in you, both.

Life

2011-12-21T04:19:00.002+08:00

I am so glad that in the end I am still who I am, acting in the way that I like.. But you have been hanging around with people you disliked, and slowly convinced that they are actually nice enough to be forgiven.

It will never be the same, I finally felt that. No matter how much effort I put you will still go with her, because you are not you anymore. You are doing those things that you asked me not to do, and I understand that people tends to see others' mistakes but not their own.

I still love you, the old you. will u be back?

♥

没有100分的另一半，只有50分的两个人。

2011-11-07T12:41:00.002+08:00

〈转贴〉

女人，可不可以收起你们的任性，可不可以不要用分手来证明他对你的感情，两个人在一起难免会遇到太多的磕磕碰碰，
遇到事了可不可以不要用你的情绪来分析这些事情，我们是男人，可不可以宽容一些我们的疏忽，可不可以帮我们分担一些压力，
动不动就说狠话,发脾气,如果没有低下头来和你道歉还要闹分手，是。我们可以认输，可以低头。但是，歉道了，心却凉了。
一直说着我们这些男的点都没有责任心，
但是感情是2个人的，你这样又对这份感情负责吗？

真正的彼此相爱，是为对方不断的改变自我。

女人,可不可以不要去说其实我和分手并不是真的分手, 我只是想被你挽留这样幼稚的话,
这个不是衡量你在他心里到底多重要的标准,其实很多时候明白你们就是故意不讲理,扯些有的没的,你认为这样是情趣么?
这样爱你的那个他就会来宠你,然后得到你所谓的幸福么,那么我告诉你,时间久了只会让我们觉得有些无赖,
而不是你的可爱.你说你只是一个女人,渴望的只是有个温暖的怀抱来安慰你的任性
我只是一个女的,你不宠我谁宠我嘛
是,你是一个女的,那你去承受一个女人该做的啊,
当叫道你们去洗衣煮饭的时候,你们又傻了.
不要问我为什么女的就该做这些事嘛,
这个事情没有谁该做什么事,是你自己觉得值不值得做,

如果我们追求的是幸福也就罢了，难题在我们追求的是“比别人幸福”.

女人,可不可以不要去抱怨生活的乏味,生活是一件很平常的事，
哪有那么多传奇。如果你看到了我们在为了以后努力的时候，
可不可以少些抱怨，当我们抱着你说亲爱的，相信我，
我以后会让你用烦香奈儿，买菜都提LV的时候，可不可以不要那句就你啊,下辈吧,
你是否知道我们最不能忍受的就是自己女人都看不起,
或许那只是你的一句玩笑话,但是你是否知道,你是我们的动力,你是我们在外面为了什么撞的头破血流的时候最期待的归宿
,再苦再累我们都愿意背,因为我们是男人,但是你可否学会知足.

生活没有什么东西值得畏惧，只有需要理解的东西。

女人,可不可以不要把我们的好,当成理所当然,感情,不是一味的索取,重点是你要学会用一个成熟的心去经营,
让我们在累了一天以后回家看到你就会觉得这一切都是值得的.让我们感觉和你在一起是如此的舒心,
你的任性如果控制在一个限度那么或许真的就是可爱,但是你的这种可爱多了,我们也就会累了,没有了以前的轰轰烈烈,
没有了以前的冲动和激情,每个人的忍耐都是有限度的,因为我爱着你,
作为一个男人,忍一忍有什么,但是或许到最后你连他离开都不知道为什么.我们的代号叫男人,不叫奥特曼（ultraman）,
我们的心也只有那么大,我们当初和你许下的诺言,不是我们不能实现,如果你把我们的诺言当成了一个标准,当成了理所当然,成了你越来越无视我们感受的资本,
那么即使我们坚守着最后一份责任爱着你, 我们所得到的爱也不是快乐的,不是发至内心的幸福的,
所以,所以脑中分手成了必然.

我所想象的最幸福的婚姻，就是一个聋男人娶了一个盲女人。

女人,你记住,一个男人流着眼泪无数次的挽回你,不代表他就是一个懦夫,不代表他不是一个男人,
你的所谓的可爱多了,我们也就有些厌倦了,当有一次我们终于对你大吼的时候,
这时候的你或许被震惊了,或许心真的有些碎了,或许想着是不是真的该离开了,
但是我们对你是真的厌倦了吗?然后又是我们低声下气的道歉,如果真的把你吓着了,
或许你就会真的离开,这时候的我们明白其实我们只是有些累了而已,所以不愿意因为这些事放弃了真正爱的人,
所以我们会哭着挽留你,给你认错,但是你记住,我们是你的男人,不是你的狗,任由你的摆布,
如果你让你的他失去了男人最起码的尊严,那么你要我们有什么理由继续下去,
况且这样的男人就算给你,你是否会觉得他没用,你会不会要,你不会要,你会觉得厌烦,
因为你学不会尊重,人与人之间的尊重.
你遇到为你流泪的男人了吗

你永远也看不见我最爱你的时候，因为我只有在看不见你的时候，才最爱你。
同意，你永远看不见我最寂寞的时候，因为我只有在你看不见我的时候，我才最寂寞.

女人,可不可以包容我们的不够浪漫,不够体贴,因为我们面对的是这个复杂的社会,这个恶心的社会,
我们需要去为了生存奔波,或许你的一些小浪漫我们疏忽了,希望你能理解.但是过多的借助外界的东西来证明我们爱你,多了,
也就没用感觉了.又或许你会担心我们会随着社会一起堕落,所以你失去了安全感,所以更加的要求我们对你俯首称臣,百依百顺,
这样或许就能填满你内心的担心, 但是感情是2个人的,请你相信,只要你给了对方足够的感情的回报,
多在乎一些,多陪他说些话,了解他的内心一些,这股力量会有力的牵制住我们的思想,会让我们觉得那样做自己都不像个男人
而这一切不是靠你任性, 靠你所谓的可爱就能换取的,可以放下你的大小姐姿态吗,多去发现他的好,
这样或许看似你输了,但是你赢的是我们的心.

我们只是男人,抓不下天上的星星给你,采不到海底的珍珠给你,我们要生存,要养父母,
以后接了婚还要养你的父母和你,还有孩子.必须去面对这个社会,累.真的很累.
对你话说重了,你会拿分手威胁我们,指出你的不对,你会拿你的任性告诉我们我就是这样,
怎么.你心情好的时候,我必须随着你的心情陪你开心,我们在外面受气的时候在你面前抱怨几句就是不爱你了,
没有要求你要贤良淑惠,温热体贴,但是你可不可以听懂我们说的话,我们不可能跟你们女的一样撒娇,
看不惯我们会骂你,可不可以不要感觉和我们在一起发现生活好空洞,会去向往那自由,可不可以不要抱怨我们是如此的不懂你,
而你遇到的那个他多么的会安慰你,多么的理解你的感受,
但是我要告诉你,陪在你身边的是我们,陪着你手牵手走过大风大浪的是我们,不是那键盘上敲出来的我懂你想要的是什么.

可不可以把自己姿态放低一些,如果我都像你想象的那么完美了,那我会和你在一起?

GoodBye!

2011-09-18T03:07:00.002+08:00

leaving Malaysia in less than 24 hours.

A goodbye might make us don't get to see each other for probably a year,

but a goodbye also make us missing each other more and more,

to appreciate the time we had.

and when we see each other we will be more matured.

I'm leaving like how you left that day,

but we are coming back for each other I know =)

to be the me that I always wanted to be..

2011-07-01T02:15:00.003+08:00

i know its been quite a long time i never update my blog

has been busier than ever to catch up with friends

and just started my attachment at JB, the 4th day

i got my salary today

the job is quite tough

like i actually know nothing about the procedures of how to get those things to be done

and im just quite careless, typo and everything

BIG mistake today

dint forward 2 copies of letter to bank and developer and some other law firm

and made my colleague blamed by the lawyer for not checking my work done

i felt so bad, because i actually thought that i was capable to do the job well

ended up everyone so tension to email and fax to apologize =(

and they never even scold me

Put myself into the lawyer's position i might just throw the file and scold the 'me' why so stupid and create trouble

but she dint, she was being understanding and considerate

luckily she was not like me LOL

so if i become a lawyer

i must be more tolerate-able to newbies and fresh-grad students

because we are just human being

and when we done something wrong, we learnt from that

dying life in law firm

everyday doing the same thing repeatedly

but when i see all the lawyers walking around and very busy

asking the people to do work

i feel so envy and started to think whether i can become like that in the future or not

hahahahaXD imagine the life of everyday signing signing docs and dealing with clients

so excited LOL

so to be the me that i wished i could be

to be the me that i wanted to be

I must work very hard and must start develop very good attitude towards my job

teehee :)

4

2011-05-20T11:27:00.002+08:00

5

2011-05-19T20:07:00.000+08:00

take 5!

2011-05-18T11:18:00.001+08:00

apalah ini tak boleh bawa statute book tapi banyak statutesssSSS come out!! >''<

typical sad case ='(

Happy Mother's Day

2011-05-08T07:10:00.002+08:00

祝我亲爱的妈咪还有外婆母亲节快乐~

我在这边有乖乖没有做坏事所以你们就在那边尽情的玩乐吧~

不用担心我的!! 哈哈哈哈~

爱老虎油油油~~~~♥

Happy Mother's Day~!

我很快就回去了啊~所以不用太想我！

欸 =____=

2011-05-08T07:07:00.002+08:00

为什么我可以懒惰成这样 @@

我也是真的很佩服我自己的咯~

明天就要考试了啦~

有点紧张，怕睡过头 LOL!

垮~

2011-05-07T07:05:00.000+08:00

我要垮掉了啦!!!!

真的很紧张哦~~

No choice =(

2011-04-14T04:15:00.004+08:00

I actually spend my life in UK in a way I don't really want it to be.. Lifeless and study everyday..

I can tolerate everything because I am a grown up girl and should not let anyone worry about me.

But today I really cannot tahan already!! I stupidly bought unknown sausage to eat and realized it is actually made from pork offal~ I HATE PORK to the extends that I don't even want to see it.. But things changed in UK because I have to eat pork or else no meat for me, I don't know how to cook beef, and my Chinese Zodiac is Goat so I don't eat mutton, somehow i feel we are like same species LOL anyways I HATE PORK.. I still eat pork in UK because I got no choice =( but I can never believe that I actually will end up eating pork offal ARGH!! its so disgusting the smell still in my mouth even it is like 15 hours already T________T

I think if i go china i might start eating dogs and cats and maybe crocodile or anything eatable..

few days ago I used lard to fried chicken chop because they said it would be nice but it is not!! the whole chicken chop spoiled because of the lard smell.. and I thought it would be the worst food I ever cooked and I ATE PORK OFFAL today OMG OMG OMG T_______T

one bite ruin my day.. haiz..

I know for people who thinks pork offal is eatable (or probably likes to eat) I'm just overreacting.. But it is quite a big challenge to me as I rarely eat pork and never eat pork offal..

I feel soooo disgusting until i cannot sleep, because the smell is in my mouth..

Lesson of the Story: Don't simply buy unknown food

& Conclusion: I HATE PORK

CIAO~

Snow Flakes

2011-04-14T03:58:00.003+08:00

I miss SnowFlakes not because of the snow flakes but all the crap and nonsense we talked there, all the time we have wasted there.. We are together..

and actually I miss SnowFlakes because of SnowFlakes also la.. but i find it meaningless to go there without you guys..

Actually I did went there without you all for once, but make me emo for 1 day because i fell back to the time we crapping there LOL

but now i want to go also cannot already.. sobz

i miss the sweet potatoes dessert there lah..~

hahaha xD

What I trying to say is we have our very own memories hahahahahaa XD

I know this is a very hard time for all of us because seems like everyone is so busy for their life and studies and stuffs..

But move on move on!! time will flies than we will success with flying rainbow colours :D we are on the way, not to reach the star but to discover the galaxy LOL

GOOD LUCKS!

with Love

Grace the Chen

2011-04-05T14:52:00.002+08:00

OMFG Do you still hearted me?

I mean, after all those times we spent together and you still think I'm just a friend you can just treated like everybody out there?

Listen, who gonna let you lean on their shoulders and let your bloody saliva and tears and the f**king disgusting mucus even get near to them?

I know you would let me, coz you'd just let everybody do that in that situation..

But I'm different, if it is not you (and some other VIPs of mine) I'll just bash them up..

See?! you are THAT special to me and you refused, to put up a skirts for me?

GOSH did you just said I FORCING you to die or something?

do you ever know that I actually care of you until I'm willing to take those bad and painful memories on your behalf if I could?

you just dont understand.. You push people far away when we are there to help..

you stay in your small little bubble but things dont get better if you never try to make it better!

have you ever really want to get over that f**king DOB who spent your money, wasted your life and cheated you at the very beginning?

please I'm hearing this for like infinity times and you make my life up and down..

for your own good you must get over this.. ALL the statuses you posted in FB, repeat them to yourself.. for example like 'he dont even feel your presence so its better you leave now than bugging him'..

I'll talk to you soon when I'm chill, perhaps 2 months after.. when I finish exam~

anything just give me your hand, and I'll be there to pull you out from your lil world..

Ciao..

The Saat

2011-04-04T12:59:00.002+08:00

to the one: u know who u are..

the moment you chosen her, I should have know that we weren't the same anymore..

the moment I choose my life to be like now, I shoulda know that I gradually lose you..

But you are always always my babe, who I never ever give up..

although now you dun see me as your special one anymore..

no longer willing to lose anything for me..

no longer waiting for my phone calls like you used to be..

For you, I'm just like everybody out there..

But seriously who ever treated you like me?!

seriously.. When you chosen her, even that I know she is a bitch and I hate her.. I respect your decision, because I believe one day when you come back with all the wounds, I must be there for you.. you must be needing me.. now i guess I'm wrong..

I never think of you will ever leave me alone..

Silly huh?! I actually believed that we are best friend forever..

I'm nothing special for you anymore..

But for me you are the only person I ever wanted to take care of forever..

you are actually such a kid..

and no one knows you better than me..

I would kill anybody who trying to backstab you..

I want you to lean on me when you are sad, or at least let me know ok?

I want you to know that I'm always always there for you, no matter what..

I remember you said even I cant make you put on a skirt but guess what I've seen =(

I forgive you for everything you have done to me..

I always thought that you are tired of those days we fight..

but just only i got that you dun even bother to fight..

I just want you to come back, and us go back to the old times we had, when I was in the theater crying for your hugs.. we were at the hutan bandar, you crying for my little consolation..

I know I'm just nobody for you now.. because I actually chosen my way without bringing you along.. But I thought you are thoughtful enough to follow me up, and I thought our hearts somehow connected.. I guess I'm wrong right now, we will never back to the same..

Day Light Saving

2011-03-30T02:33:00.002+08:00

I think i have disconnected with the world outside =_=

I dun even know daylight saving began and was thinking why the lappie and handphone's time are different from my watch @@

Better get a life......

Exam Timetable :)

2011-03-18T11:53:00.003+08:00

After a long waiting time it is out :)

♥

WeIsHenmE

2011-03-16T14:32:00.001+08:00

我早该知道

早该猜到

她对你的重要

가요..

2011-03-16T10:45:00.002+08:00

请你带着欢笑走

不要回头

因为我将要放手

忘记你

过自己的以后

我的眼泪没有流

我不要你懂

我们各自背对背的走

过自己的以后

================O============

请你走吧..离开我的世界吧~

【祈祷 Please Pray】--- 唯一能做的事

2011-03-12T08:33:00.004+08:00

对于日本的地震, 我很震惊, 也很难过..

在网络上看到一些地震时候拍到的影片, 看到很多人惊讶害怕的表情, 看到他们的无助..

也看到死亡人数一直在增加..

我不知道我可以做的是什么.. 除了祈祷：

请为日本地震的受困者祈祷, 希望他们快点被拯救。

请为拯救人员祈祷, 让他们顺利的进行救灾, 不要受伤。

请为受波及的国家祈祷, 希望大家都平安无事。

请为日本地震的罹难者祈祷, 希望他们在美丽的天国过得很好。

请为罹难者的家属祈祷, 希望他们勇敢的活下去。

请为日本祈祷, 希望天灾过后雨过天晴。

请为这个世界祈祷, 希望每个人都健康快乐。

也为自己祈祷, 感谢我们平安无事。

I'm very shock and sad for the Japan earthquakes..

I saw from internet some video recorded when the earthquakes happen, and the people are scared, and helpless..

The number of people sacrifice keeps increase..

and I can do nothing, except for praying..:

Please Pray for the trapped people to be save as soon as possible..

Please Pray for the rescuers, for them to carry out the disaster relief task smoothly, to save people without any injured..

Please Pray for the affected countries, for them to be safe and sound..

Please Pray for the victims, hope them will be well in the other beautiful heaven..

Please Pray for the victims' families, hope them have the strength to live bravely..

Please Pray for Japan, wish everything will be fine after this storm disaster..

Please Pray for the World, for everyone to be healthy and happy..

and also don't forget to pray for yourself, be grateful whatever you are having now..

=) Count Down

2011-03-10T08:41:00.002+08:00

It is officially 1 month and 20 days to my Final~~~ T______T
OMG I'm so scared now o(>﹏<)o

*scream in heart* Argh~~~!!!!

I don't want~~

I want to watch PPS everyday and put all my books away lah!

Why always final one~ ╮(╯_╰)╭

I remember few months ago

I just finished my Final and terbang to UK

then now sekelip mata je FINAL AGAIN!!

Why did my life so pack with all the study stuff one..?

I also want go travel around on Easter Break lah~~

T______________T

以后

2011-03-06T22:39:00.004+08:00

你有没有发觉

你渐渐的长大

渐渐地忙碌

渐渐地开始忽略

你又有没有发现

父母慢慢变苍老

慢慢的没有记性

慢慢的头发白了

皱纹也多了

双手也开始没力了

很多时候我们都在等以后

以后再说

以后再做

以后的以后...

当我们在等的时候

其实已经失去了很多

很多事情没有以后
有很多的人
在拥有的时候不懂得好好珍惜
觉得幸福是理所当然的

为什么总觉得还有时间？

因为我们感觉不到岁月

其实它在慢慢的消失

人生是不会停的

2011-02-22T01:09:00.003+08:00

不管怎样，人生是不会停的。到了该做决定的时候，就算没有作出决定，时间还还是在流逝的。而停留不前进的人，并不会因为他的停留而留下了什么；只会因为他的犹豫不决，而失去了机会，那他的人生可能永远比别人慢一步。但是慢一步又有什么关系呢？只要用心地走，还是会有自己的一片天空，还是会把人生走完的。

不要应为成绩差而放弃，这是我今天最想讲的老套话。我是真的关心爱护你们，不希望你们放弃学业的。不要觉得文凭有什么重要，因为那时开启你人生重要的那扇门的钥匙。如果你的钥匙是STPM，可能你开的门就小一点，看的世界就窄一点；除非你很幸运。

有什么事，我做得到的，一定会帮你们的。最重要的是不要自己放弃自己。方法不是没有的，但是你你要找，你要用心去想，你要勇敢的去实践。有时候，山不转路转，路不转，你转啊！不要太执着~可能考虑换科目？或者可以贷款的嘛！以后工作再还，跟你现在工作以后念书，差别也不大。不要觉得我是局外人所以说的很轻松，我是过来人。我记得之前我拿到成绩的那天，我一个星期没有见人。每天哭，不想读书了。后来家里人给了很大的鼓励，我才打起精神一直想了很多办法，去了很多升学展，找了很多学校，最后决定才读法律。

要乐观的看待每一件事情，要过着自己决定的人生，才活得精彩。

我希望每一个看到这篇日志的人，都用希望和热情走着自己选着的路。

3rd Home~

2011-02-16T10:32:00.002+08:00

Library has recently become my 3rd home (1st home is Kulai, 2nd home is Hostel) T^T

But!!! I'm doing this willingly~

Seriously the uni library is sho nice!

hahaha XD i enjoying here!

even is like 2.30 am now..

i still get food and drinks and whatever i want~

i get shower and everthing..

haha! sho considerate..

i think i might as well stay in library forever and ever XD

dun need to pay rental.. Ngek ngek..~

I'm not satisfied with whatever I have now..

I want to be better.. Want to live my dream ^^

so.. get back to study.. Ciao~

Ships =)

2011-02-09T04:42:00.002+08:00

There are many types of ships: wooden ships, plastic ships, metal ships and blah blah blah...

But the best and most important type of ships for me is the our friendship..

I read through our friendship in FaceBook.. and realised that our conversation is getting shorter and shorter.. These day in UK, I've been busier than ever to study, but still i tried very hard to maintain our friendship.. You never know how much I love you, and how much i want to change our friendship to relationship.. I know you have your life there, we are living in different ways now.. I pray everyday for you.. For you to be good and healthy, for your happiness.. But what I really want is: Can you be my Valentine?..

Chinese Bunnies New Year

2011-02-03T00:49:00.002+08:00

ℒℴve ♡❤❤ Happy Chinese New Year ❤❤♡ ℒℴve ♡
祝┏┯┓┏┯┓┏┯┓┏┯┓┏┯┓┏┯┓♥(\ /)
福┠恭┠┨賀┠┨新┠┨年┠┠快┨┠樂┨ღ( . .)ღ
您┗┷┛┗┷┛┗┷┛┗┷┛┗┷┛┗┷┛c(”)(”)
~~❤~ 新年快樂~身體健康~心想事成~❤

frankly speaking, I Hate The CNY this year..

I dun feel CNY =(

Sobz.. but it's still CNY..

and I'm celebrating it with PPS!

so if you are a considerate friend..

console me please..

Super No.1 ♥

2011-01-25T13:24:00.008+08:00

I'm really really busy these few weeks..
So busy until I did not have time to update my blog.
sigh.. =(

First of all, Happy coming Chinese New Year ♥
Gong Xi Fa Cai and Ang Paw come come
*ngek ngek*

Talk about my recent activities now:
-Thank you for Alicia Yeo for introduced me such great show ~ 'RunningMan';
-Continuing watching my favourite variety show ~ 'We Got Married';
-Finished a very funny and touching and the nest Kdrama I've ever watched ~ 'SecretGarden'.
-Recently also started to work very very hard to read and read and read all the slides and notes.
Slowly became more ambitious, want to score a higher grade.
My expectation to myself is : ~~ 1st class honour..
I know, in my dream =[
but I always pray, and telling meself that if could not get the first, then second and third are the same as failing the exam!
Yes! This is my persistent!! for me now, to do better than better.
If wanna do, then be the best =)

Although I do not think that I will get the that, but at least now I am now working very hard towards my goal..
Hope everyone success in their studies too ^^

next im going to:
- watch the recommended Kdrama ~ 'Iris';
- watch the HK drama ~ 'Yu Hoi Hou Ching';

-and study, study and study =)

Bwahahahahahaha =]

파이팅!!

I'm BACK!

2011-01-12T02:03:00.002+08:00

hope this blog hasn't dead =(

im back to this blog.. and back to UK continue my studies here =)

brand new year and im gonna study very very hard because my friend told me next time when i go back to malaysia, we all are going to come together.. so I shall not fail =)

My 2011 resolutiong is: study hard =) muahahaha!

today when the easy jet aeroplane breaks the cloud and landing towards Newcastle Airport, I know that there's no turning point for me.. the only thing for me now is do my bestest to score as high as I can.. And i'm glad that there weren't any terrorist and accident during the flight.. Thank God =)

another new year resolution: loss weigh..

All the best to myself

Well I'm going to class now.. Ciao

Fireworks

2010-12-17T02:59:00.003+08:00

why are you making me falling?

Falling as fast as the fireworks..

madness, falling in love with you..

Falling down deep into sadness..

I'm like the fireworks..

Blossom for you..

But disappear upon the rejection..

you as well like a fireworks..

blossom when you are happy..

and ignore whenever you want..

but how?

how can i loving you like that?

but why?

why am i still want to hug you as tight as i can?

so deep so true and so hurt..

whisper 2 you ♥

2010-12-16T23:11:00.006+08:00

I like to talk with you, because you are honest and sincere to me..

I know at least i've a certain degree of trust from you, and so do i to you.

It has been hard time for you to keep all these thing by yourself..

But now I'm back to share it with you..

I'll keep all these from everybody and seal it deep deep in my heart, the secret between me and you..

Whenever you need somebody to discuss, anything, anytime, anywhere, feel free to find me..

because I owed you too much, the kindness of you to me will never be fogotten..

Everytime you are the last person i would like to bother, but you are always the only person in the end i could rely on..

just like today..

so, Thank you ♥

Luckieeeeh!! ♥

2010-11-30T08:27:00.003+08:00

today i used the vending machine in the metro station..
and then i put in 70p..
key in the item number..
but the chocolate didn't come out..
i got panic and scolded the machine..
LOL then i key in the number again..
2 chocolates drop down..
I likie likie ♥
i like it when the vending machine become sot sot dei =)

yeeeppy~ free chocolates ♥

Me and my lil' snow man ♥

2010-11-27T09:42:00.002+08:00

i went to the field near to my house to day~

to build SNOW MAN and SNOW WAR ♥ ~

haha.. had a great day..

and we built alot alot of snow manS big one small one..

ugly one nice one.. haha and everyone who passed by praised our AMAZING work..

I did a very small one haha brough it back to my room =)

well not everything gone smoothly..

I lost £40 and only found back £20 =(

and there are some childish, ineducated small kids thrown ice ball towards us and hit my sister's face and my leg as well.. haiz very pain but i got Or-Che~

hahahahaXD.. this is an nice experience ya =)

snowing =)

2010-11-25T04:48:00.003+08:00

Today i really had great time..
because i called almost everyone~
until my handphone no credit already haha.. broke now XD
and I had dinner with a new friend, Michelle~
she is really funny and crazy like me XD
but still lose me a bit..
she likes hot and spicy chicken with barbercue sauce LoL..
haha.. today when i was going to law school there to fetch her..
i was not wearing very thick because when i going out was not very cold.. but when on the way back.. it rains..OPPS it is not rain it is snow haha! yea babeh~ Grrr my hands and legs all got the red red marks already.. frozen ~ haha but pretty !

纯属发泄

2010-11-21T01:50:00.002+08:00

今天我要在这里
降低我多年来培养的修养
放下我崇高的身份
深深地狠狠地
谩骂一个人
我真的是忍不住了
在一个好友的建议下
我决定在我的blog给他不客气的骂下去啦!!!!
他妈的他妈的!!!
女孩子就要有女孩子的样啦~
做人家媳妇的怎么可以酱子叻!!
很多不文雅的话都想骂出来啦!!
不过修炼了这么多年也很多话不会说了啦!!
最后一句送你:
fuck you bitch!!

geram grrrrr~

2010-11-18T07:53:00.001+08:00

When you aren't doing anything I'm trying
you point out my faults when you have more
you said me bias when you are being unfair
and yet I'm wrong for everything that you did before

You dare to say you aren't bias towards anyone
sometimes we have to be harsh
have to solve the problem in our own way
But atleast I'm trying but you arent

I'm sorry that I needed you
But I just could not found anyone to discuss
I'm surprise about your answer
and I feel so wrong to talk with you
You are such an idiot
and I swear I never ever talk to you about this anymore

You are just jealous about me
But have you ever think about yourself?
Your own performance? Those disappointment you have given
All that made you up today
Don't blame me..
BLAME YOURSELF!

难得: 你一直住在我心中

2010-11-12T15:09:00.003+08:00

我还记得我挽着你的手
天冷时候一起躲在棉被中
那时我们不害怕犯错
那是以为天空多辽阔

朋友都说你后来变处多
总是避谈纯真坦白那时候
体贴的人不在追问我
只说你也有梦他也有梦
虽然难得不必心痛

我以为我承受以为从此就自由
我尝试着快乐快乐却不陪着我
爱没有回来了你已经离开我
唯一紧紧缠着我像当初不肯分手

我以为我承受以为我们好好过
我尝试着多了当我想你的时候
爱不会回来了你已经离开我
却一直住在我心中

如果傻傻的承诺现在还在一起吗
情侣剧场常有如果寂寞的时候
已经学会去推脱
他也有梦我也有梦
虽然难得不必心痛

我以为我承受以为从此就自由
我尝试着快乐快乐却不陪着我
爱没有回来了你已经离开我
却一直住在我心中
噢……噢……
爱不会回来了你已经离开我
却一直住在我心中
这样的爱是最难的

Selamat Balik Kampong, Fiona Chan ♥

2010-10-29T10:04:00.004+08:00

The prettiest, cutest and nicest friend of mine who promised me to bring back a sheep from New Zealand for me is coming back to Malaysia and reaching at 8pm but she dunno the masa 'real' hahaXD..
wish her have a pleasant flight and a great holidays..

Chan, Relax la! i know you have been stressed up for the whole year already.. I miss you and Love you and Hope to see you in skype soon =D then we must print screen and do all the funny poses ok!

Sing Until The Building Collapse ♥

2010-10-29T09:53:00.002+08:00

this is my 1st beer ever ♥

I went singing with my Housemates hahaxD

they are all nice and friendly and funny person =D

but the KTV here only got chinese song one =___=

i thought UK should be alot of English song one?!

LOL maybe because chinese open one gua..

and we played dices..

They are all very gentlemen to us..

when girls lose drink green tea and boys drink beer..

until they wanna vomit already haha...

and I spent 34 pounds LOL because I had big feast..
the dishes are Spicy but warm..

and I shall eat instant noodle from today~
well indeed i had a great day with them..

see my FB photo album for more picture ♥

2010-10-28T07:05:00.002+08:00

Teardrops on my Guitar
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

2010-10-24T03:58:00.003+08:00

hahaXD.. my life in UK is bad~ I cant even make one friend here.. =_=
seriously i think im extremely shy.. to stranger~
I just moved to my room this week.. but it is so messy so i'm not able to show it to y'all..
since i cant show the room.. I show the FOOD =)

2010-10-18T03:07:00.001+08:00

我觉得你太自私
你太专制
你只会骂我
你只会怪我
你没有为我设想
你什么都不如我

London

2010-10-11T05:13:00.001+08:00

1st day in UK.. freaking cold XD
im going to Newcastle tmr..
hope everything will be fine..
good luck to myself =)

happy birthday daddy..
i will study hard dun worry..

Bye Bye!

2010-10-09T02:36:00.003+08:00

Bye Bye Malaysia!

I'm leaving tomorrow..

I know I'm gonna miss everybody..

and I actually did not realised that this day has come so fast..

I'm sad.. I'm in deeply pain =(

But I still have to go..

hahaXD was blaming about why my Visa got through so easily..

If it was rejected then I might have time to spend with everybody again =)

But a brand new life is waiting for me in UK hah!

I know it will be kinda hard..But I'll try la~

Here I come London! Bwahahaha..

2010-09-29T17:43:00.001+08:00

I pray..♥

2010-09-28T01:11:00.004+08:00

I pray that you can smile always
even the toughest time

when you are not feeling alright

when you are facing problem

I'll always be there to pray

to pray for you

for thy everything

pray that you peace your mind

pray that everything will be fine

because I believe

I truly believe in you

because everyday

everyday i close my day with thoughts of you

because everything I pray

I pray it for you

♥

Good Luck.. ♥

2010-09-27T03:18:00.002+08:00

Yo! Yo! everybody out there ♥

I know exam coming right! hahaXD

very GOOD! this is the time you prove yourself..

because I've finished MINE.. weeeee ♥♥♥

nah! I know you all are bright!

just light the lightbulb LOL!

so just focus and do your best in the exam~

Does not matter whether you get A or not la!

as long as you do your best~

Then you're A in my heart already ♥

don't need to be too stress one!

just go in and write whatever in your mind..

Good Luck everybody!

get enough sleep and must be in the best condition to enter the exam hall ♥

♥

知音♥

2010-09-23T02:54:00.004+08:00

唉~我就要离开马来西亚了, 最快的话可能29号就飞了~我真的忙昏了最近, 好多东西要弄啊~出国念书的签证就把我搞得晕头转向了~其实说真的还没有做好心理准备, 一切都来得太突然了... 一直以为考不上, 所以也没为出国做什么准备... 就连护照也是才刚做的 @_@ 冬天的衣服也没有买, 幸好哥哥有XD 离开后一定会很想念这里的大家吧 T___T 你们也要想念我啊! 我一个人去感觉还蛮怕的, 而且英文烂透了竟然还敢去英国, 我也真是服了自己了=_= 特别特别的就是想念在这里认识的朋友, 相信在外国知音难寻吧! 希望大家好好照顾自己, 也要在即将来临的考试加油↖(^ω^)↗努力 XD 我会永远祝福你们的! 我出国后, 希望短期内不要提到马来西亚的食物, 应该会饿吧而且是很饥饿的那种饿 @_@ O(∩_∩)O哈哈~

伯牙绝弦这首歌就送给我在马来西亚所有的朋友, 觉得这个词就好像在说着我和每一个你们的故事, 好像我现在想和你们说的话..很多很多很深很深的回忆, 何年何月何日何时再相聚, 朋友你会不会常把我想起..

要保持联络哦! 有空的话发发Email给我.. 在FaceBook和我聊聊..要MSN和Skype都可以哦 (没有的跟我拿xD), 其实个人喜欢写信喜欢古早的O(∩_∩)O哈哈~ 我不要一个人在国外就变Outdated叻! 也怕闷到头发生菇, 生了不要紧还凋谢了..=_= 一个人的生活应该是酱的吧!

要在这边谢谢曾经给过我帮助的朋友们xD!

---------------------------------o(^ω^)o---------------------

I walk around and I feel so lost and lonely

you're everything that I want

but you don't want me

♥

lmao

2010-09-20T12:41:00.002+08:00

男：“今天的雨真大。”
女：“是啊。”
男：“那是因为老天对着你流口水。”
女：“这么说刚才刮的那阵风是老天在对你放P了？”

路

2010-09-16T08:27:00.003+08:00

你对我说着祝福

还安慰我不要哭

要勇敢一点要知足

才能面对一个人的痛苦

我现在没有退路

心也已渐渐麻木

现在我走的这一步

还能不能通往你的幸福

你为什么不跟我跨进这个圈

体验一起拥有幸福的感觉

我希望我的眼泪带着一点甜

让我不会忘记对你的依恋

你说你要比我再坚强一点点

要在我离开后更勇敢的飞

那我就等你实现这一个诺言

我们就不会在不同的终点

20100913 ♥

2010-09-14T04:13:00.004+08:00

it's a shock! BIG one..!
well i thought i will fail not only one or two subject..
early in the morning i refused to get up refused to face the truth that i can check my result today and i even dreamed that i failed badly..like very very badly!
it was half past five, yeah pm, and the 1st thing i did was to on facebook see everyone's reaction..hahaXD and then only i went to mypride to check on the result..
very funny when i saw i actually got through >_< i actually thought D was a fail..and i counted A, B, C, D, P? eh? D is a pass worh! means i passed lo? very funny i had my messy hair and shitty face ran to my mum said: "mommy..." bloody hell i cried as loud as my neighbour's dog, my eyes just could not stop dropping tears.. hahaXD my mom actually got scared thought i failed everything and going to kill myself soon..slowly i said "i actually got thru!" then she smiled and said thats because she prayed for me everyday! HELLO?! thats because i studied day and night ok? hahaXD
i would like to thank for everybody whoever so helped me in my studied and everything!thank you harmin apple and steph for everything thru out the year! im leaving =( dont need tahan my noisy-ness and lameness anymore! PJ, thank you for teaching me a lots of things! thank you yenhong for the lansi-ness make me work harder! and thank you all the lecturers! thx funien, andrew and Teo EuJinn! ofcuz not forgetting my lovely babes ♥ alicia, fiona, shwennee and huiching ♥ thanks for your support and encouragement! last but not least my family member especially my dad ♥♥♥♥♥thank you everyone!
hahaXD i got very bad result! but what's important is that i got through!
im leaving to northumbria very very soon! everybody i'll definitely miss the time in malaysia! i could not believe that i actually have this day! i could not believe im flying! and i could not believe im leaving so soon =( ♥

hehe ^_^

2010-08-29T23:21:00.002+08:00

well it seemed like forever to go to the day that we will finish the exams and be apart.. but it still came.. i woke up and gotta message of steph and she was saying she miss everybody hahaXD.. yea xD so true i would like to have another legal skill paper then we can celebrate for one more time.. Thanks for everyone throughout the whole year to ignoring me, tolerating me, helping me, and everything.. especially Harminderjit Kaur that always beside me.. McD with me middle of the night.. take care of me when i was sicked.. and i remember the first day i came to HELP, i was so upset that i could not find the bloody undergroud school~Its you hahahahaXD.. and I remember i slept with you when i got no hostel~ well you really save me! Others, dun miss me too much, we are going to meet each other in 2nd year~ Muackz!

T_____T

2010-08-18T01:45:00.002+08:00

dias sem você é uma tortura ..
Eu não consigo comer, eu não consigo dormir, e eu não consigo estudar ..
você pode por favor por favor por favor saia da minha mente?
Eu apenas preciso de mais calma isso é a vida porque eu corri todo o caminho para JB ..
LOL e quando eu fecho meus olhos ..
tentar dormir à noite ..
é você .. walao novamente!
ir embora larh ..
não ser tão incomodo .. e ser um bom menino ..

放心吧..

2010-08-14T00:55:00.002+08:00

当我无法形容对你的感觉的时候~
我只好给你一个拥抱..
我相信你能深深感受到我~

爸爸----我不会让你失望的♥

Eminem - Love The Way You Lie

2010-08-11T04:15:00.002+08:00

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Verse 1 - Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight all I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight

High off of love, drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love her
The more I suffer, I suffocate
Right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates
Me, she fuckin' hates me and I love it, Wait!
Where you going? I'm leaving you.
No you ain't. Come back. We're running right back

Here we go again, it's so insane
'Cause when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind in his back
She's Lois Lane, but when it's bad, it's awful
I feel so ashamed, I snapped, "Who's that dude?"
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Verse 2 - Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much,
you could barely breathe when you with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah, them chills, used to get 'em
Now you gettin' fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're with 'em

It's the fate that took over, it controls you both
So they say, you're best to go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know you 'cause today,
That was yesterday, yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over
But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it "window pane"

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Verse 3 - Eminem]
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded

Baby, please come back, it wasn't you, Baby, it was me.
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games, I just want her back. I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again,
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
I'm just gonna

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

2010-07-31T21:43:00.002+08:00

Give me a Piano

Give me a Drum

Give me a Person

Who hear the voice of my heart

Give me a CD

And play the Music

Let the rhythm

Groove my sorrow away

一餐饭的爱有多重?

2010-07-31T02:27:00.002+08:00

我曾经问一位好朋友，

如果有一天，你和未来太太精心煮了一餐晚餐。

说好回家吃饭的孩子突然打电话回来说：“我不吃饭了。”

你会怎样？

他说，他会找一个周日，带着孩子去巴刹买菜，问他喜欢吃什么就买什么。

要他帮忙替一大袋重重的米、鱼肉、猪肉、菜心、鸡蛋、葱头、西瓜……

回到家后，他要孩子跟妈妈一起洗菜洗米刮鱼肉……一起煮饭。

看着开餐时摆满整桌的饭菜，

就算他不说，孩子也知道煮一餐饭给心爱的人要花多少时间心力，

那以后不回家吃饭他就会提早打电话回家了。

故事完了。我觉得这个朋友是个好男人。

2010-07-30T18:58:00.002+08:00

你是洋葱人你没有心

我一层一层的把你剥开

却发现只有我在流泪

2010-07-30T03:16:00.002+08:00

I just Cant sleep =(

anyone PleAse HelP me T__T

ExaM in 24 Days..

And I can see my GravE there...

无理取闹

2010-07-30T02:42:00.003+08:00

总是在深夜睡不着
想起不久前才一起玩闹
一转眼的时间
你就消失掉
会不会是你已经知道
我忘不掉

常常偷偷看你的嘴角
有没有望着她而傻傻地笑
你对他的好
我全都知道
只是没有勇气把你放掉

我知道
不是我们相爱的时候
你为她感到骄傲的时候
我只是想要寂寞无助的时候
能得到你轻轻的问候

我知道
现在我又在无理取闹
因为我想和你聊一聊
我有太多太多的话想说
而你却总觉得我想太多

eXaM in 24 days T_____T

College gang ♥

2010-07-21T19:30:00.003+08:00

Will have a post for you all soon =)

after I read the Love letter from Fiona then only post here for you all arr...

dun jealous jealous arr *winks*

miss yea muahx ♥

Jan Intake Friends ♥

2010-07-21T18:23:00.004+08:00

Every Babes, Sweet Hearts and Gentlemen ♥

hahaXD thx for the surprise =)

Harminderjit Kaur and Apple Lin will be awarded the best actress of 2010..

well they are gonna be good lawyer because they are both good liars~

In fact all of you are going to be good lawyer hahahaXD

Really thank you, Big 'thank you'!

from the bottom of my heart ♥

This is the second time i never spend my Birthday with family,

but you all warmed my heart..

thx for being the sunshine during such time that we really need to study.

Even though you can spend the time for study but you still came =)

I apologies if anyone actually missed anything because of me =(

and those who are not live at residence, thx for coming earlier.

I bet you guys did not know that I actually suspected!

Muahahaha maybe it's because i too clever dy!

But LOL I TRUSTED harmin too much ald and yet believed whatever she said~

Really, all of you are so sweet~

I think sweeter than Mrs. Mark~*shhh*..

everything is so perfect:

my favorite cake

my fellow friends

and my blur-ness

all these make my days at HELP actually memorable..

♥

HSH ♥

2010-07-21T17:52:00.005+08:00

Thx for all of you..

the Home Sweat Home members =)

MeiRong, Janice, Steven, KhaiMing, CheeSiong, NiNi, MeiMei & JSen..

I had an unforgettable belated Birthday with you guys..

Nothing can actually show my gratefulness towards you guys..

What I must say is a 'thank you' with full of love and sincereness for you people ♥

All of you are really sweet and make me feel warm.

I feel so glad that I ever stayed with you all even just for one month.

I still can remember how we are bounded LOL! yeah x-hero right~

At first I really feel very shy to talk to you all.

Because feel bad mah suddenly come and kacao you all's life here.

then after I really get to know you people, LOL!

I became very 38 ald hahahahaXD

I will always always remember the days that we spent together.

The sweet and sour, the funny and the hard (like cleaning house)!

all these fantastic days will always be in my mind.

♥

20100718

2010-07-18T14:46:00.002+08:00

How long never sleep with a smile?

I really dunno..

totally freak out by exam..

last night when Rong called me I'm still wondering why call me like very urgent like that..

hahaXD..Owh it's my Birthday..

not sure if i going out to celebrate..

Everyone is busy for their exam LOL

and my birthday present for myself is to sleep a little bit longer =)

Thx for mummy called me..

and thx for everyone =)

Hmm..Thx ~ hahahaxD

=D

2010-07-10T15:48:00.002+08:00

hey people

sorry for no update~

have been busy about study the whole time..

well will update by tonite if possible =D

see ya

with loves

Grace Mitchel Lambert'10

♥

WorldCup2010

2010-06-22T14:00:00.005+08:00

yesterday's match Portugal v Korea DPR - 7:0

I feel sad..as an Asian..

but I feel proud..as a Portugal fan..

87' CRonaldo scored~

He is always the best footballer in my eyes..

alert, fast, and handsome~

Yuhoo =)

~the man of the match~

the next match with Brazil must careful yea~

please try your best to not get a red card..

you need to be almost perfect to beat Brazil~

to win the cup~

hmm..but kaka was suspended.. =(

wanna see Kaka v CR~

I know it's gonna be a great match..

both of my favorite teams are playing against each other =)

See yea ^^

奇迹...

2010-06-19T15:53:00.001+08:00

如果能活着是一种奇迹

我会不会变得比较珍惜...

就是有这样的朋友 =)

2010-06-08T19:28:00.003+08:00

就是有这样的朋友..

明明自己有事情做，还是愿意花时间陪我 =)

就是有这样的朋友..

明明就在遥远的地方，却还是愿意关心我 =)

就是有这样的朋友..

就算我什么都不说，还是察觉的到我的不对劲 =)

就是有这样的朋友..

我打电话给她就很贵，她打电话给我就是free的 =)

就是有这样的朋友..

能及时的给我关怀，让我心情舒畅了好多 =)

就是有这样的朋友..

愿意来了解我，大喇喇的走进我的心 =)

就是有这样的朋友..

能让我开心地笑，放下忧愁 =)

♥

Sunway Pyramid

2010-06-03T00:44:00.005+08:00

today i went sunway pyramid to find xinjian..

and for my client counselling shirt..

and father's day present^^

me finished make-up and going out!
asshole dunwan buy himself a drink!!
huiching we used up lots paper^^

bought a nice watch for daddy Love Love^^

Count Down..

2010-06-01T03:07:00.003+08:00

Well..82 more days to my finals..

hmm..yet I not yet preparing for it..

arrrr!!!! what am i doing??

so many things to do yet i'm still doing nothing!

and LOL tmr going out..

tmr's tmr going out...

tmr's tmr's tmr going back JB..

waliao!!! where got time for study!

I'm going to die man!

summore, I need consultation =.=

but she got no time for me..

OMG lets pray~

羅志祥--搞笑 ♥

2010-05-29T05:49:00.003+08:00

那一条牙膏在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡想闹就闹
好快乐少了人捞叨

蓝色的碗盘多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑借着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了

还在搞笑害怕回家不知怎么熬
这么多年早就喜欢有你的撒娇
我想我能熬但是至少要让我知道
你好不好

我们的小狗食量变好小
眼神里常常显得无聊
他习惯睡觉的床位少了一双脚
所以他常常看着门口睡不着

我在搞笑借着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了

我在搞笑却在最后眼泪拼命掉
你的离开失去多少我计算不了
忙完了一天突然觉得又何必辛劳
对谁炫耀

还在搞笑是否拥有麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌却避不开催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹希望听到有人会提到
你好不好

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一个人的辛苦怎么会有人知道

其实一直以来承受了那么多

总是希望有一个人

能够在身边分享喜悦

伤心的时候有个人能在身旁安慰

‘忙完了一天突然觉得又何必辛劳对谁炫耀’

一个人的成就好寂寞 ♥

Yeo ChoaRong ♥

2010-05-27T17:03:00.005+08:00

today is what day yea?
owh =) 27th May.. =)
What??!! 27th May???!!!
Such a big day yea!! ♥
19 years before..
On this day..
JayChou's current girlfriend -- Chou Yeo ChaoRong has borned!
hahaha! ♥ =)
Happy birthday honey sweetheart my cherry pie~ =) =)
I love you I love you I love you! ♥
have a blast ok =)
and enjoy your last day of teenage hahaha!
you're old after this muahahahaha! ♥

today...

2010-05-25T23:42:00.002+08:00

today is a miserable day~

first i woke up..

and then and could not find my purse~

OMG damn nervous!

i got no money with me!

but nvm i got bread..

so i had the bread and went school..

after school then we went for futsal..

so i dun have time to find my purse~

and i sprained my foot..~

it's sooooooo0o painful!

soooooo0ooooooo0o0o0o0oooo PAIN!!!!~

then i tried to find my purse..

i clean up my table because i scared it's too messy..

and i put my knife into the drawer..

Well even the table is so clean..

I STILL COULD NOT FIND MY PURSE!!!

haiz..~so! i called up my father and stop the credit card which I only hold it for about one week~

owh T___T so sad case!

then i even called up Andrew to fetch me to police station to make lost report for IC=.=

and i went in my room..

open the drawer again..

WALAO! IT'S INSIDE=.=

is it before that I blind==

well..my leg is so pain..~

GOING FOR FUTSAL TMR LOVE LOVE

hope my foot is ok for football~

♥

爱情海

2010-05-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

在一起很久了
他们说
我在爱情海
因为我有了你
好像很幸福
也很满足

多年后我看你
你的眼睛总是在逃避
是不是我们太久没说话
还是感觉错了我还在挣扎

我身在爱情海
怎么却痛得像在苦海
一点都不痛快
我对你再没有期待

我们就像站在悬崖
没有了爱情还想依赖
你对我的爱不在
所以你才避开

Rong ♥♥

2010-05-20T03:16:00.003+08:00

after few months of struggling..

I finally seen my beloved Yoh! ChoaRong from Skype~

sorry coz my microphone got problem~

But you know I love you so much!

could not sleep at night~

throw party and strip dance in the dream~

(nah! kidding~ dint sleep where got dream jek!)

Miss you and let you see what i've printed screen ♥

with love,

Grace Chen

you are too much!!!

2010-05-20T03:05:00.005+08:00

!@#$%^&*()

aren't you said you're free to chat with me?

I've told you better go and rest!

you said it's ok you'll let me know when you're tired!

you you you!!!

I HATE YOU~

T____T

I know you're busy about your school stuff lah!

but dun simply give promise ma~

actually I've decided to talk to you when you're free~

but you yourself said 'OK'~

wah! ok simply say one lah!

Kawan! macam ini tak boleh tau?!

you've promised you can sms with me!

and then you never reply!

is it my message too bored or what?

next time dun trust you anymore~

message

2010-05-18T23:25:00.002+08:00

message delivered..

but no reply..

what does it mean?

wey lah dun scared me!

i got very worried!

what happen to you?

hmmph..

you count yourself how many days ald..

are you ok arr??..

Mr. Tee!!

T___T dun dieeeeeeeeeeeee!

17/05/10

2010-05-18T01:08:00.004+08:00

I had been upset for the whole day..
I don't know what was going on..
Thx Harminderjit Kaur for accompany me..
and sorry for everything that i had done and annoyed you~
I will always love you..♥
Even though we are going to divorce..
but I still care about you~
there is nothing to do with Adam..
He's just a innocent party in our relationship..
Whatever!~
the new day has come..
I must work harder for my future~
96 more days to go ♥ wee*
Muahaha~
After i gotta Cond. offer letter i feel MUCH MUCH better now..
everyone has got it like one month before me!
ish >.<
GRACE CHEN SHUH YEE!!
must work harder and harder for it ♥
never disappoint people ♥

First Conditional Offer

2010-05-18T00:45:00.002+08:00

I Gotta First Conditional Offer Letter 0 min ago!!!

Yuhoo!!~It's from Cardiff~

OMG throw party!!!

Nottingham

2010-05-18T00:42:00.000+08:00

I got letter from Nottingham today =)

14.05.2010

2010-05-14T10:20:00.004+08:00

owh=) i had Pan Mee as breakfast hehe

♥

long time dint eat eatable food ald muahaha! ♥

owh=( i got the welcome letter from liverpool today ..

good luck for myself..~

UCAS

2010-05-13T14:06:00.003+08:00

hmph..i got the welcome letter from Ucas..

which means my they received my application..

although this means nothing but i still feel happy..

because i know that everything's fine..

my application reached there successfully..

previously there's some problems..

most of my friends already got their conditional offer letter..

LOL now only i got my WECOME letter..

well..everything should be fine right??...

My Cousin♥

2010-05-13T10:36:00.004+08:00

OMG! my cousin Yen is in a relationship..

well..although I have known this for quite sometimes..

But I never realise that the lucky boy..is ZhengYong..tata!

I remember we were elected as prefect together but because he was from peralihan so i always treated him as my junior..

When I was an exco..

i always ask him to do this and that..

from the bottom of my heart he is obviously a capable man to take over my post!

i had appointed him to replace my post after my term of duty..

LOL never think that he is that capable until able to court my degil cousin! hah!

Congratulation Yen!

He is a very very good guy with responsible and polite to elderly people..

I'm glad that you're with a guy who is nice and treat you right ♥

all the best for your future and form 6 life!

小时候...

2010-05-12T08:19:00.007+08:00

小时候，我觉得我哥哥好丑哦！不是普通的丑，是很丑很丑！那时一直在想为什么我哥哥那么丑O(∩_∩)O哈哈~他简直就是一个Nerd···还开中间线···哇劳也！o(╯□╰)o那时候的他胖胖的\(^o^)/~而且长得也不是很高。当时，我就是不明白为什么他的那时候女朋友可以喜欢他这样久，而且女人缘特别的好。而且他的好朋友都长得又高又帅，是那种他站出来就没有人会看到我哥哥的人。可是，就是有很多人跟我说：“诶，你哥蛮帅的啦！”( ⊙ o ⊙'')你们是盲了吗？

现在，我开始觉得我哥哥很帅。也没有很帅···就是帅罢了！ ^_^以前他在KL我在古来的时候，每次回来都长得不一样！好像越来越帅得那样。可是还是很丑，因为每次都没有剪头发！哈哈~有一天，我看着以前的照片，发现我和他在机场的合照，他好可爱 =) 看到他在UK的照片，总是一张比一张好看。是他变了吗？还是我的眼光变了？

其实我们大家每天都在改变。。姑丈过世的那天我哭了一个晚上，眼泪怎么样也停不下来。之前妈妈跟我说他应该是熬不过的时候，我还发脾气地说你又不是医生不要胡说！跑上楼哭了好久。站在他的灵柩前我始终没有勇气走向那做棺材，里面装着我亲爱的uncle爸爸。那时候我又偷偷的望向我哥哥，发现你好像没有什么情绪，我觉得你好残忍，觉得你为什么没有一丝的不舍···后来我发现你好喜欢回居銮，你跟他们都好亲···原来，是因为你小时候在那里生活，阿姨把你带大。也许是这样吧，你和姑丈不亲，所以感受不到失去。也许很小的时候大家没有一起生活让彼此向往着不一样的地方。

小时候真的很讨厌你觉得你什么都帮不上忙。一直很嫌弃你A-level考得不好，直到我也经历了考不好SAM的时候，我才释怀，才明白有些事不要一直记在心里，要想办法去解决。我选择了舍弃一直以来相当研究生的梦想，想为这个世界尽一份力的梦想。而你觉得好羡慕是不是？你觉得读law很好，而我却每次跟你抱怨好累好累。这个时候的我会开始想念你，会开始担心你在那边是不是不开心，觉得我真的好爱好爱你♥。

我觉得你好勇敢，当时你毕业后就自己一个人就来到了KL念书。而我进Taylor的时候，看看我身边有多少人，行李就装满了爸爸的车。每天你和Stella还来带我出去玩，直到我开学，还每次流着眼泪说我在忙，不敢告诉家人在这里的辛酸。然后想想，你曾经是不是也这么过？你说你刚刚来到的时候好好笑，六点就起来把衣服都洗干净。我也是！刚刚来的时候生活好规律，简直就是一个在睡早起的好学生。到我自己一个人来到HELP念书，我感觉好委屈。尤其是爸爸一直比我搬出阿祥家，看到眼前这座高高扁扁的建筑物，好讨厌！

哥哥，我们虽然有着不一样的童年，可是人我们经着一样的过程。我相信我们一定会有一样的未来，你会一直是我的哥哥，而我会一直是你的妹妹~所以我没有饭吃的时候你一定要分我一口！O(∩_∩)O哈哈哈~

♥

这样就好..

2010-05-11T16:39:00.002+08:00

总是忘不了你们的微笑

那些日子总是一起东奔西跑

寂寞时有你们能聊一聊

觉得这样的人生真好

日记里有一页缺了一角

记得那是我人生的低潮

我不知道

你找不到我的烦恼

直到听见你的留言

触动了我的心跳

你的影子我总是擦也擦不掉不掉

有你们真好

忘不了

你给我的最后一个拥抱

哭成泪人的我当时好好笑

你要不停的为我祷告

这样我才能快快长高

才能保护你不被爱情吞噬掉

有你真好

人生这样就好

Mayday ♥

2010-05-11T04:22:00.002+08:00

Rong, suddenly i feel so lonely here..♥
how much i wish you all were here with me..
after assignments..
what i do everyday is go online and check the price of the ticket to Australia..
Everytime i wanna visit you all..
but scared you all dun have time layan me ♥
hmmph.. and i saw your cooking album..
wanna try you skill too =)
and also Mel and Ching's album..
so many nice pictures and nice places..
and also fiona's sheepland's album =)
so sweet with her beloved Jin Law ♥
owh ='(
But never mind..
no matter how high am I at, I still feel scared when I look down..
Even tough there'll be so much of proud..
But i refuse to stand at the top alone =)
We are going to succeed together right!
We're going to stand at the highest point together right..
with you all's companionship, i will not fell so lonely..

With Emo♥
EmoEmo Lavender-Grace

2010-05-10T11:08:00.001+08:00

we're living in a prosperity country, but there are a group of people, they abuse the sources of us, seized our country as them. All the natural resources has been taken by them, and caused us into more and more arduousness, corruption, abuse of power, they gang up with the businessman to gain profits, they wont pity on you, yet they wont hear from you, except for election period.. when they got you supports, everything gone back to what previously they've done..even, you have to pay the bill for their greedy..

Mother's day

2010-05-09T10:19:00.004+08:00

the greatest love on the earth is from parents..

Mummy, i know I'm not the perfect child in your eyes..

compare to brother, I'm such a rebellious child..

compare to sister, I'm just a childish child..

so many years I've been making you angry..

Especially since last year I'm away from home..

you only called me up once for daddy's birthday..

Everytime you say don't want me to come back..

My heart was tingling..

We always quarrel..

And I always feel you're so annoying..

because you care about every detail thing in my life..

Sometimes i rather go stay in the room..

Or go out with friends..

Because i don't want to quarrel with you..

to avoid quarrel with you

I know I've grown up..

I did everything on my own now..

and you never understand my feeling..

I found my school..

I registered..

I packed my things..

I took the bus..

Then I'm here..

I called up Mark..

And told him i got no place to stay..

and then I started to find hostel..

After that I started working..

then I tried to be thrifty..

Everything on my own..

That day me and my friends were discussing about study in UK..

Some of them say 'I think my father will follow me there'..

Then I said 'I think I'll go alone'..

and i remembered GorGor was going alone..

Why cant I?

and I know you will never travel so long for me right..

you are just looking forward for my graduation..

and you don't care about the processes..

Don't care about my life at here..

It's so torturing..

But Mummy, do you know how much I love you and daddy?

Everytime I cried.. Is because of missing you~

I went back.. because I miss you~

I just not good in expressing myself in word..

But I do swear to myself that I will try my best to give you all the best I can in the future..

I will try my best in my study now..

I'm not joking..

and I do study everyday..

I know you saw my love and filial..

and you understand that who treats you the best among the children..

that's why you put more efforts on the other..

So that they can think like me..

Is because you rest assured on me..

you trust on me..

and I shall not abandon you trust and love..

Mummy, Happy Mother's day..

I Love You =)

Lady Gaga Medley- SATB

2010-05-07T08:25:00.000+08:00

rah-rah intro:
Am - G (x2)

just dance verse:
Am - C - G - Dm (x4)

just dance pre-chorus:
F - Am (x2)

bad romance pre-chorus:
F - G - E7 - Am - G (x2)
F - G

just dance chorus:
Am - C - G - Dm (x4)

love game part:
Am - G (x2)

poker face/paparazzi verse:
Am - F - G (x2)
Dm - G
Am - F - G (x2)
Dm - G

poker face/paparazzi chorus:
F - C - Dm - Bb (x4)

rah-rah outro:
Dm - C - Dm

taylor swift medley! awesome!

2010-05-06T05:18:00.002+08:00

tearsdrop on my guitar
you belong with me
love story

(Drag me head first, fearless)
We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts I'm standing there
(Jump then fall)
On a balcony in summers air
(Jump then fall into me)

Youre on the phone with your girlfriend she's upset
Shes going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humor like I do
(Jump then headfirst fearless)

(You stare at the phone)
But you were Romeo
(He still hasn't called)
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
(Can't feel nothing at all)
And I was crying on the staircase
(When he said forever and always)
And I said

Romeo
(You're the reason for the teardrops on my guitar)
(Forever and always)
I'll be waiting all thats left to do is run
(Today was a fairy tale)
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
(Only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star)
(Forever and always)
It's a love story baby

You should've said no
You should've gone home
I'm wondering if you'll ever be coming around
(Our song is the slammin' screen door)

I Should've been there
In the back of your mind
(Forever and always)
When I met you on the outskirts of town

And I said Romeo save me
(I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale)
I keep waiting
(Lead me up the stairwell)
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

Marry me Juliet
(You're the reason for the teardrops on my guitar)
(Forever and always)
Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
(Today was a fairy tale)
Our song is the slamming screen door
You belong with me
(Jump then head first fearless)
(I'm not a princess)

Romeo save me
(Only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star)
(Forever and always)
I've been here all along so why can't you
(This ain't a fairy tale)
(You should've said no)
Our song is the slamming screen door
You belong with me
(Jump then head first fearless)
(I'm not a princess)

Marry me Juliet
(You're the reason for the teardrops on my guitar)
(Forever and always)
Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
(Today was a fairy tale)
Our song is the slammin' screen door
You belong with me
(Jump then head first fearless)
(I'm not a princess)

Romeo save me
(Only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star)
(Forever and always)
I've been here all along so why can't you
(This ain't a fairy tale)
(You should've said no)
Our song is the slammin' screen door
(You belong with me)
It's a love story baby just say yes

it's my life

2010-05-06T04:05:00.000+08:00

...

2010-05-04T07:28:00.000+08:00

i scared if i discuss about it..then 1km away there will be shadows with AK-47 aiming to the window of Help-Residence 11-23..
but...Please stop killing innocent.. we love Malaysia..we really do..and we do not want the Government officials hide the truths to protect their rights and reputation of their fellow officers..We want fair and justice..which you've been disappointed me again and again..

...

2010-05-04T00:17:00.001+08:00

we protest because we care =) we protest for better Malaysia =) we need a justice for his death =( you killed him because of your careless?? or because of you're not well trained?? you not only taken his life..you taken a chance for him to turn over a new leaf ='(

well...not very good to discuss this issue =(
but what should be done has already done..
Adik, i hope you rest in peace..

you were mine..

2010-05-02T03:50:00.002+08:00

ex-baby~
I'm so sad..
and you're so bias..
=(

How to make a Pancake...

2010-05-02T01:04:00.003+08:00

muahahaha~fav fav...
http://www.wikihow.com/Make-Pancakes

Mood Mixer =(=

2010-04-21T22:30:00.004+08:00

2012的后遗症真是严重，今天上fb看到有人分享的文章，竟然是说2012的剧情是真的。爱护世界和平的我当然第一时间就点进去阅读=.=给她炸到~说美国洛杉矶、华盛顿等地都不约而同出现一些不说地球语的孩童，然后有人第一时间破译了他们的预言，等等之类的傻话~试问人类听不懂的预言又有谁能在‘第一时间’破解~而且为什么是美国??马来西亚有什么不好吗??就因为说美国比较多人相信吗??傻的=.=

当然我深信世界末日的存在。这段日子我修生养性，希望能饱读圣贤书多多了解世界到底有多大，多少人需要帮助。然后我发觉，各个国家都有生灵涂太的角落，让我深深体会凭我微薄的力量实在不能做什么~所以我还是花多点时间睡觉好了^^

说实话，不久前中国四川大地震，死伤惨重。许多人都还没走出阴影，如今中国青海玉树地震，死伤无数。前天阅读报纸，还有一位母亲效仿四川地震罹难的一位母亲紧紧的抱着自己的孩子，可惜双双罹难...地球到底怎么了。我不禁感慨:我不知道到底那个国家发生了什么事，为什么老天就是不肯放过他们，可是人类再不努力，我们的家园就要没有了。

给大家分享正负二度C的影片~

1/8

2/8

3/8

4/8

5/8

6/8

7/8

8/8

P/S: 为什么今天那么有闲情逸致?因为地震中国今天为哀悼日。PPS，迅雷，土豆，酷狗~全部不可以用~我再不找东西做我真的要发霉了=.=哀悼又不会起死回生=.=

BREAK

2010-04-17T09:37:00.001+08:00

ITS SEM BREAK NOW^^

Today i realized...

2010-04-15T22:14:00.002+08:00

today i realized..what my father told me is actually so true..

my this kind of characteristic actually can make me suffer..

i slept..overslept..until i missed my flight..

and end up now need to wait for tmr's flight in LCCT..

i feel im so useless..

why im so useless..

and i cried a lot~

when i face problem..~

im so sorry...

Oh Love Oh Love =)

2010-04-05T22:46:00.004+08:00

today I watched Edge of Darkness..

the daughter died in front of her father..

so her father, a Boston policeman decided to find the true..

When the father entered into the mortuary, he kissed her.

At the moment my tears drop..

it touched my heart, deeply..

after that my father called, asking about my condition of the growing wisdom tooth..

I asked

what time you coming back yesterday?

...about 3am lo..

then what time you going work again?

about 10am lo..

I looked at my watch,

its 10.30pm..and he just came back from work..

he seems to know what am i thinking..

and he said, never mind la..

daddy work hard a bit then you all study hard a bit..

and I feel like crying..

everything he has did he has done he is doing, for us..

yesterday he told me..nvm girl if anything daddy will just go and see you its very near only..

and I've been complaining all the time..

why my father never come to this stupid hell to see me..

he cant understand my situation here..

actually I know that is not he dunwan is he cant..he got work to do..

im so not sensible..

im not a good children..

but im going to be a good one..=)

gor gor also^^

因为你不喜欢我，所以你不明白...

2010-04-04T11:08:00.000+08:00

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
我经常给你发短信
只想了解你的最新情况

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
我为什么经常给你发短信
不是此刻想起你
而是我一直想着你
只是此刻想你想的最厉害

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
我为什么会知道你那么多的信息
因为你的一切，哪怕是早点吃了什么
对于我来说也是有意义的

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
你和谁在一起干了什么
对我来说都是一种纠结
我会乱揣测，乱生气
即使我们什么关系也没有

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
你的一句不在乎
我为什么会那么在乎
我在乎的不是这句话
我在乎的是你的人

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道我打出那一句句
那你忙吧！我不打扰时
内心的纠结

因为不喜欢我
所以你不知道我的手机里面存的都是你的信息
不开心时，看着看着，不自觉的傻笑
因为感觉你就在身边
自我安慰么

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
你对我的忽冷忽热
总是让我不自觉被你掌控
一半甜蜜，一半忧伤

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
我为什么会经常生你气
喜欢上一个人
也赋予了他伤害我的权力

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
在我失去你信息的日子里
我是多么的沮丧
我怕就此失去你

因为你不喜欢我
所以你寂寞的时候不会想起我
而我却在时时刻刻的想着你

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
你在我眼里多么的重要
而我知道
我在你眼里却是十分的渺小

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
我的MSN只为你一个人而闪亮
只为你一个人“在线”
即使有时你是隐身或是离开，也许为的是等别人的头像亮起来
我也觉得值得

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不会关注我的空间，Facebook的变化
但是你只要偶然打开看一眼
所有的所有跟你全有关系
我会为了你看到
而感到既兴奋又紧张

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
我的MSN和skype状态只为你一个人改变
我的心情
永远只是写给你一个人看

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
在你坚持喜欢着某人的时候
我也在坚持在我的坚持
一直在这儿等着……等着你 ……

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
我等待着你的关心
却等到我关上了心

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
你的一举一动对于我来说
都是指挥棒
指挥着我的心情和生活
你没有关注过我
没有在乎过我
甚至不知道我一直在默默奉献着
因为你一直都不懂……