Merry Christmas, hope you both had a lot of fun with your best friend just now. Throughout 2011 the most regret thing that I have done is attended the UKEC dinner, and sorry for being such a bad, mean and sarcastic friend. There is no such thing as neutral, this is what i was told. So you lost me forever, the moment you step toward that faker. Congratulations you gain a fake friend and lost a true one just because I'm straightforward, doesn't mean that i do not care. You let go of me first, and so you not gonna get me back, its not the same anymore. You fucking spent your Christmas time with her, and its totally pointless we came together then. Don't think that you call us to join, its not enough, you know I'm not gonna have fun with her around, so might as well you have fun with her yourself because I just can't tahan her fucked face! I feel like being used, as your navigator and help you book your hotel and everything just for you to spent time wih that fucked face, and I'm disappointed in you, both.
I am so glad that in the end I am still who I am, acting in the way that I like.. But you have been hanging around with people you disliked, and slowly convinced that they are actually nice enough to be forgiven.
It will never be the same, I finally felt that. No matter how much effort I put you will still go with her, because you are not you anymore. You are doing those things that you asked me not to do, and I understand that people tends to see others' mistakes but not their own.
I still love you, the old you. will u be back?
♥
