to the one: u know who u are..
the moment I choose my life to be like now, I shoulda know that I gradually lose you..
But you are always always my babe, who I never ever give up..
although now you dun see me as your special one anymore..
no longer willing to lose anything for me..
no longer waiting for my phone calls like you used to be..
For you, I'm just like everybody out there..
But seriously who ever treated you like me?!
seriously.. When you chosen her, even that I know she is a bitch and I hate her.. I respect your decision, because I believe one day when you come back with all the wounds, I must be there for you.. you must be needing me.. now i guess I'm wrong..
I never think of you will ever leave me alone..
Silly huh?! I actually believed that we are best friend forever..
I'm nothing special for you anymore..
But for me you are the only person I ever wanted to take care of forever..
you are actually such a kid..
and no one knows you better than me..
I would kill anybody who trying to backstab you..
I want you to lean on me when you are sad, or at least let me know ok?
I want you to know that I'm always always there for you, no matter what..
I remember you said even I cant make you put on a skirt but guess what I've seen =(
I forgive you for everything you have done to me..
I always thought that you are tired of those days we fight..
but just only i got that you dun even bother to fight..
I just want you to come back, and us go back to the old times we had, when I was in the theater crying for your hugs.. we were at the hutan bandar, you crying for my little consolation..
I know I'm just nobody for you now.. because I actually chosen my way without bringing you along.. But I thought you are thoughtful enough to follow me up, and I thought our hearts somehow connected.. I guess I'm wrong right now, we will never back to the same..
