~✲ DayDreamer ✲~

the greatest love on the earth is from parents..

Mummy, i know I'm not the perfect child in your eyes..

compare to brother, I'm such a rebellious child..

compare to sister, I'm just a childish child..

so many years I've been making you angry..

Especially since last year I'm away from home..

you only called me up once for daddy's birthday..

Everytime you say don't want me to come back..

My heart was tingling..

We always quarrel..

And I always feel you're so annoying..

because you care about every detail thing in my life..

Sometimes i rather go stay in the room..

Or go out with friends..

Because i don't want to quarrel with you..

to avoid quarrel with you

I know I've grown up..

I did everything on my own now..

and you never understand my feeling..

I found my school..

I registered..

I packed my things..

I took the bus..

Then I'm here..

I called up Mark..

And told him i got no place to stay..

and then I started to find hostel..

After that I started working..

then I tried to be thrifty..

Everything on my own..

That day me and my friends were discussing about study in UK..

Some of them say 'I think my father will follow me there'..

Then I said 'I think I'll go alone'..

and i remembered GorGor was going alone..

Why cant I?

and I know you will never travel so long for me right..

you are just looking forward for my graduation..

and you don't care about the processes..

Don't care about my life at here..

It's so torturing..

But Mummy, do you know how much I love you and daddy?

Everytime I cried.. Is because of missing you~

I went back.. because I miss you~

I just not good in expressing myself in word..

But I do swear to myself that I will try my best to give you all the best I can in the future..

I will try my best in my study now..

I'm not joking..

and I do study everyday..

I know you saw my love and filial..

and you understand that who treats you the best among the children..

that's why you put more efforts on the other..

So that they can think like me..

Is because you rest assured on me..

you trust on me..

and I shall not abandon you trust and love..

Mummy, Happy Mother's day..

I Love You =)